soo , everything seem to be very great lately . Just found a new TARGET@crush at my workplace , dammmit he's soooo handsome and tall , totally my cup of coffee . My two other friend said that he's a little bit of a "gentle ; soft " type of guy, hahaha . who care ? I know i don't . But ........................ my friend also have a crush on him , we both likes the same guy , ughhh ! what should i dooo ???? otokee ? never mind la , diam2 seja laa . I don't even bother to let him know what i feel cause in the end , i don't always get what i REALLY REALLY want . It's not like i'm giving up , I just wanted to lower my expectation - " higher expectation lead to disappointment " . I was just thinking ' can i just let my feeling go ? ' so that i don't have to hurt myself again and again. i love the feeling of having a crush on someone but i'm sick and tired of the respond that will come out . heartache . so , thats it , i'm going to sleep . bye
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