2014 !

It's 2014! i know, it is a little bit late cause its august right now. but im still going to write some part of my life being a college girl. yup, college. so, i started my college life on june this year taking diploma in psychology. At first i reach my hostel, everything was just different. new friend is added in my list, new thing to learn like independent, everything is just NEW. being away from family is not fun at all, SERIOUSLY. you will started to use your own money to buy things instead of your parent's money. budget is something that is very very very IMPORTANT once you live by your own. before i forgot, i found out that its very hard to find a friend like you have in secondary school A.K.A "satu kepala". i just cant be myself here to be honest. i don't feel comfortable living here, culture shock maybe? hope i can get used to this kind of living. actually i prefer living with my own or with people that i talk a lot with, like 2 of my roommate now. dengan crush pun boleh bah. HAHAHAHAHA [想太多seja bah kau, toto.] i love living with someone that know how to start a conversation because i'm not that type of person. that is why i need those kind of friend. i've been thru a lot of awkward situation and i dont like it at all. ughhh ~ all i want to think about now is focus on my study, exam is around the corner fat ass. then i'll be goin home! nothing is better than home sweet home~ so, sabah, wait for me! i'm coming home, i'm coming home, tell the world i'm coming home~ i'm gonna miss you crush, till we meet next semester [october]
❤

Love ? No .

soo , everything seem to be very great lately . Just found a new TARGET@crush at my workplace , dammmit he's soooo handsome and tall , totally my cup of coffee . My two other friend said that he's a little bit of a "gentle ; soft " type of guy, hahaha . who care ? I know i don't . But ........................ my friend also have a crush on him , we both likes the same guy , ughhh ! what should i dooo ???? otokee ? never mind la , diam2 seja laa . I don't even bother to let him know what i feel cause in the end , i don't always get what i REALLY REALLY want . It's not like i'm giving up , I just wanted to lower my expectation - " higher expectation lead to disappointment " . I was just thinking ' can i just let my feeling go ? ' so that i don't have to hurt myself again and again. i love the feeling of having a crush on someone but i'm sick and tired of the respond that will come out . heartache . so , thats it , i'm going to sleep . bye

new life ,new me

oh ma gad , i am now officially graduate from high school . so fast one ~ pejam celik pejam celik , already step out of teenager life . what will happen after this ? hopefully my dream will come true la .. hmmm.. i'm just speechless now .. those memories , all the bad and the good , all the stories we share , now, just going to be history of my life . of course i will miss my high school friend . they are also my first love. And from now on , it is the time that i start to chase for my goal and dream so that i can become a much more better person than i am now , no one is on my way now and no one can stop me from what i am doing . no matter it took me years to go there but i will be there and i know it .. wheww ~ this is the first time that im soooo confident in reaching my goal .. hahah .. p/s - just dyed and cut my hair . new look , new goal , NEW ME . REAL ME

whatever

have you ever feel like this before ? hahah , yes , i always feel like this when my crush reject or ignore me . YES , ALWAYS , but never mind i'm used to it .everytime , if i had a crush , i'm soooo afraid to say it to them because i always get the same respond . so , i kinda give up on people because of this . so i promise myself to wait a lil bit longer because good thing comes last . now , all i wanted is to proof them that i will become a successful person then make them regret . i just hope my parent will let me and support me to further my study ..

not a very good day

damn ! today is the first day of SPM , we've been given the slip SPM . but i lost it , can you believe it ? so i .try to find it but nothing showed up .. nasib la , teacher viviy didn't say anything .. well , she did acctually , damn ~ that wan't good .. today paper was extremely hard , i don't even know what i am talking about .. screw meeee ~ soooo 8 subject to gooo ~ few more days then i'll be freeeee ~

SPM !!

oh my god ! SPM is less than 24 hour .. damn ! im so nervous ! iwill fight till the end ! chaiyok ! so that i can further my study in paris!! got to go , bye ~

singapore♥

so , on 12 march , me and my family go to singapore "eat wind" hahah .. i was amazed by the building there one of them was the marina bay sands . At first i was like wow! how can they build such a mesmerising building . oh , my favourite place to go shopping there ? bugis street ! haaha .. you can get the cheapest stuff there ,like keychain , cloth , all the souvenir la .. its funny when i saw a sex toy shop.. its everywhere ! especially in gaylang .. speaking about gaylang , my sister booked the hotel there , she said only gaylang got the cheapest hotel .. you can say that i stay there with a **** next room .. hha .. i also like the food there .. seeedaaaappp ~ you should come and taste their food .. we also visited the merlion , universal studio singapore and more ..

waiting for our flight .. booooriiiinnggg

on our way to singapore

the marina bay sands

Tada ! only in bugis street !

universal studio !!

us ! big family !

foodrepublic

first game we've played !

transformer

of course the last place we visited ..i'm not sure what this place called but beautiful view is guarantee ! 

sooo , its the end , lots of love
xoxo ♥